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Fantastic day today everything fell into place nicely. Morning woken up by catering company. They cater for 60 instead of 40 but super fahmy in da house. Made ammendments all within an hour. I dunno why i do stuff for div b tm at lightning speed. Sealed the deal in school though, scanner super slow so i improvised and used camera phone lol.

Accompanied ll study for awhile, den megabites and den tm. ll and zj came for tm meeting. The poetry meeting was not bad. LL apparently an expert in that field cannot anyhow make poem for her lol.

After TM is a secret, a good type of secret haha.

Saturday got bk for lunch and den evening went out wif parents to airport. Too bad the whopper bar at clarke quay not halal. Watched Man utd game, finally i see more goals from man utd.
Sunday woke up early and met ll for mac breakfast. Den went to mount faber for a hike.^^^^ Evening i became padi-fied lol
Monday went lunch at bedok and den cycled a little before it rained. Played sabo and den cycle again when the rain stopped.went ikea and den went vals house to play with her family lols.

Sometimes i wonder if change is really possible. Kurt lewin's theory is seriously flawed i think. You can never truly unfreeze a person. They may say they have changed but deep down have they really changed or unfreezed? They might just be putting a facade. To change someone's heart is not easy and not humanly possible i think. The person has to want to change for himself. But a person wouldn't want to change unless the one above opens his heart.

Yet man loves the challenge and are unable to resist the temptation to change people. They are forever trying to make others to be what they deem as good. It is a pipedream that is so hard to achieve its nearly impossible. People should stop trying and just accept to live with other people as they are.

There are some rules of change i picked up along the way. One never change for someone else rather change because you want to change. Change for yourself, for your own good and not for any other reason. After 40 you cannot change. So do any change before you are 40 years old. Marriage doesnt change anything, so if u believe ur partner will change if they are married you might in for much disappointment.

The optimist will hate me but this is my views on change. The bottomline, change is impossible in humans. Environments may change and looks may change, but inside no one actually changes. So stop changing people and start accepting people for who they are. Be who you are and who you enjoy being.

November is such a lazy month that on certain days I just watch the time pass by. Lets recap what i did.
13 Nov was a fantabulous day! Fri prayers at Masjid sultan. Met LL, lunch at islamic den sheesha ^^. Went to ilumna movie and train home.
14 Nov was a sat, went qj house wif lw, hm, nl and ash. wii, tried guitar hero, munchkins and den went ecp. Had dinner at lagoon and walked to carpark c for timbre mobile concert. walked a lot sia. Electrico wasnt as they used to be anymore
15 Nov is a sunday where i stayed at home and do nothing. I think i wii and fm2010
16Nov i think i stayed at home again. prep for tm maybe
17nov went bedok lunch, al house sabo, went tm. met many new faces and got to know some new ppl. met mich in sch as well
18 nov met ll at cine, watched 2012. suppose to go fly kite but rained. so went neoprints and den chilled at coffeebean till 8. den we took a long walk from cine to boonkeng and den bus home
19 nov thurs stayed home till evening. went to mosque wif parents and had briyani
20 nov, fri prayers den go home den went out to lw party. got satay again

Nov 10: Went courts at pasir ris buy cel bdae present. After that went to al house to play saboteur. Noisy lady took care of the clubhouse and imagine her asking us to keep quiet!  Went to tampines mall to buy cake at bengawan solo. Some chocolate something at $18. Went for TM. Late and did a quick brief on the mentor program. Mentor program went smooth and the surprise bdae went even better. Language evaluation complete, i look forward to the next one. Sent kat home and den supper wif al and pc. 

Nov 11: Went to paris, buy cel bdae card. Singapore such a small place. Saw the prudential person who was at dhoby ghaut that day at pasir ris this time. LL tempted me to crash her class but it was too tight lol. Met al and lw at tanah merah. LW was there first but had to go back coz she forgot the present lol. Al den came and den wait for lw to come back again lol. Long train ride. First to reach cel party. Den the rest came and played saboteur. Dinner ready and ate. Take pics here and there. Cut cake. Went home wif ym and jas. 

Nov 12: Stay home day well suppose to be. Den mum ask me to go mustafa or jb. So we went mustafa. Had MacKomalas nice and filling. The waitress even served me, must be too free haha. Buy stuff and den went home. Napped. Wake up wii again and dinner.  

I cant believe i never blog for the entire month of November. 

31 Oct Sat - sat morning was a blur can remember what happened. I guess i studied the whole day until dinner. Went to airport, had prata and chicken. Den macs and polar. Anyone got the dark blue square sticker for that macdonalds monopoly game? haha. Selling stickers: one for $10 lelong lelong haha.

1 Nov- Stayed home the whole day study again i think. LL online but her sis took over instead. funny.

2nd nov- monday  dunno wad i do should be study again haha. Oh i remember i did some tm prep as well.

3rd nov- study till evening and went to Ulu pandan toastmasters. Highlight of my day definitely. Networked a lot. Was on form and did table topics and ah counter report. I guess staying at home and not talking to ppl for a couple of day made me unleash my power haha. I won best table topics speaker and did a stellar one of a kind ah master report. U need to be there to experience it. Came up with an intro for myself. Creativity is his specialty, compassion is his obsession and laughter is what he is after. Felt down for the last couple of days but finally felt good again.

4th nov- chiong BF

5th Nov- Bf test was ok. Morning drive in car for 2hrs though and missed macs bfast. Went makan place to eat and den went to minds cafe to play boardgames. Played game of life rockstar version and den played saboteur.  Went din din at rex and minz joined us. went to find movie but was packed so went to ps to buy sabouteur! haha the game is fun! Went SMU to play sabotuer till like 10pm. Went home and chat wif ll till morning.

6th Nov- went fri prayers and den went to JB. Bought a new hp cover, some wii games and pizza hut. Cut hair and went home. Settle toastmasters stuff. Hope everything goes well on tues.

28th Oct-  pm test which was ok, hp hanged which was not ok.  Should never switch off the phone. Went west coast after that for dinner and den went home. parents angry coz they could not get me on the phone.


29th Oct- Went to send phone at tampines and den went to RT. Failed IPPT again dunno why my chinup stuck at 5 forever, worst is i slipped during standing broad jump and got a crappy score. Coinincidentally met PC at paris, bought food and den went home. HMT madness. Wanted to give up, but studied until i fell asleep.

30th Oct- HMT blankness. My mind went blank and forgot ppl names. Whoever names their son name Drucker sheesh. Did case study first and finished it in like 30mins, see the section A qs dunno how to do most of it. So i chose 4 and to realise i need to do 6. The first 4 was already crap the last even worst. I did 6 questions in a blitz. I think 10-15mins finished section A. Not coz i pro but got nothing to write. Section B stared at it for 1 hr, and den started writing on it for 1 hr. Went toilet, walk walk and even look look around. Worst paper ever. I'm getting ready to get my first F or pass grade haiz. Went home to find a warning on the car for illegal parking.

At least things got better after that. Chat wif LL awhile den went to sleep. At night went to collect phone only to loose my contacts. I only backed up contacts 6 mths ago, so all the new ppl who know me in the past 6 mths i lost their contacts. Dinnered and den went home. Chat till morning. 

Torrid Week. 

Gonna start exam practice papers at 12 so now dunno what to but blog. I have been listening to classical music since 10pm time for a break.
Lets see today went RT den had dinner at the coffeeshop in front of camp. Had ribena and tahu telur. Den took away sugar cane juice. Oh yea bfast was a couple of murtabak. After went to tampines one, and bought frolic yoghurt 1 for 1. Not so nice the smoothie nicer. And yea i had 2 5 oz of yoghurt haha. Okie i got 5 mins before my self test starts. Gonna grab something to eat haha 

Saturday studied at SMU. Saw one of our course mates who study there too. Ate lots of tofu stuff that day. Mr bean kaya bun, soya milk, soya curd. Then dinner wif zj, had hotplate beancurd and beef fried rice at rex. After that walk aroun ps awhile and den went home. Reach home watched the proposal haha. Not bad show the i skipped the ending coz it seems too predictable. 


Sunday study ER and then went to RT. Super slack coz got NS men PTI. Just do 5 rounds of running at own pace and den last lap chiong. After that do chinups max and den suppose do 3 sets of 10 chinup. But all anyhow just did 1 set of 10. My locker got locked so had to wait awhile. Had satay craving, so went east coast. Parked super far from the hawker. Order 30 pcs of satay, finished half of it in the walk back to the car. Bought food for parents and den went home. Watched Man Utd kaylong to liverpool and continue studying ER.

Monday first ER exam, went ok I guess. The questions that came out was expected. I hope the answers prepared were correct. Broke the chair after the exam ended. lol. After that went home and napped. Time to start on PM tutorials. ! 

21 oct went to sch to study. Had kaya toast for breakfast at makan place and den went to study outside canteen area bench. People watch, nothing much. I guess RMIT ppl dress better. Bought chicken rice from megabites for lunch. Left sch and picked LL up at her place.

Went airport, had popeyes. Gosh i'm eating a lot. The bright side was i didn't finish... the mash only haha. Went to checkin at T1. Took sky train a lot dat day. Went back to T3 and walked the shops. They got crocs selling dirt cheap but of course there is a catch. They came in weird sizes only. 4, 11, 12 who has such weird feet sizes lucky them. LL flew off and I went home after that. Funny feeling when u know someone is not on the same island haha. At night watched soccer till 3am and den slept. Such a boring Man u game. I saw AC milan match  and saw dida make a silly mistake. 

Next day study in sch again. Makan place full this time.  So ate at sch canteen. Study till 4 plus. Went to RT. I feel enthu somehow, and felt great after rt. The trainin wasnt tough but somehow made me feel fitter. Went to airport after that, picked LL up. Dinnered at swensens. Got present from LL wee! haha. It looks like a muffin, but it tastes like a cookie and there is a surprise inside. Pineapple. So nice. 

After so many inane posts, I've decided to take a break from dullness and put some emotions into this entry. What i'm feeling now? I'm Froliccing Weee! High crazy wahaha. I'm not frolic-ing over someone rather i just had something from the yoghurt shop Frolic wahahha.
I just had their Red Bulled Smoothie soo nice. It sweet and my sweet tooth is vastly satisfied.

It all started in the morning, woke up early and printed my PM masterpiece and pasted it on my wall beside my bed. So now I can talk on the phone and still study whahaha. Clever right me? haha. So after doing that i read my HMT case study and saw it was like 930 and suppose pick val up at 1030. So i lie down awhile and before i knew it i woke up at 11am haha. I think i slept in super awkward position coz I needed to like move my arms around to get the blood flowing. Do you know sometimes when you sleep there will be line markings on your face. Well that happened to but much worst. My whole body got the lines. I wonder had I slept anylonger would I be able to move my body at all. Lucky all the lines disappeared by the time I changed.

So I picked Val up at around 1130. The journey there was so smooth as though i was driving on air and the air con was so cool. The servicing was indeed worthwhile. Sources in school say it was a madhouse, packed with banglaloads of people. So instead, I picked ZJ and Minz to go to holland V instead. On the way there, LW called but I was driving so couldn't answer. My ringtone so nice, wish people would call longer so that I can hear the song till the end hahaha.

Weather was sizzling hot as per usual. Parked the car at the multi-story carpark top deck and let it bask in Sunny Singapore. There's a reason why my car is called Nissan Sunny. Headed towards BK. Had my usual double whooper meal, upsize barley drink to king size. Ate upstairs, munch munch. Was so neat eating the burger, part by part and slowly savouring the beef patties and BBQ sauces that had combined with the mayo to form such a mouth watering combination.

Started to discuss HMT casestudy, I think I was partly high or someting but I felt the return of the all spark moment. I was linking stuff together and matching them to the theorists. The guide helped a lot i guess. Cel joined us. Stopped halfway to let her settle down whilst i went down to get a drink. I looked around and found a frolic shop. The shop girls dresses sensually enough to make most guys frolic but they did not satisfy me. They didn't sell smoothies there. How disappointing. So instead i decided to walk down a little further and I saw the coffee bean outlet. Made my way into the shop, love the ambience. Order my double chocolate ice blended coffee based with whip cream regular size.Got my drink fast. I guess the weather was too hot even coffee bean seemed room temperature and not cold. Oddly enuff there was no music playing. I browsed thru some CD's how i wished they played them. It was latin music and easy listening. I was more interested in the latin cha cha ahah. Went to BK, which was even more stuffy.

Continued doing HMT making pretty good progress while I indulged in my chocolate drink. Felt a little sleepy but minz was good and very focused. Kept us on task and we finished section B and C of the exam paper. Only left with Section A which i managed to touch on a little. I doubt I can write a full page, but oh wells the guide says its not the length that matters but the quality. Oh we swapped places and went to Cold rock after section C was done. The place brings back memories, so much fun. I want to Taboo again but i guess time was not on our side and that we need to study. Packed around 4plus, I think the BK made our tummies a little queasy. 

Went to the car which was already warmed up. It was like an oven, when you open the car door you can feel the hot air gushing out. The weather was so hot that I believe it melted my gear handle a little. It was super shiny as though it was polished. Free sauna for awhile before my new clean filter air-con kicked in and cooled the surroundings. I guess everyone brain was exhausted and I felt that the car was tiny bit quiet. Dropped Cel near sch and Zj at school. Den dropped val and i proceeded to find a toilet.

It seems the best  and cleanest place to do business is at places of worhsip. The last time i went to a church to make a small donation this time I went to a mosque and make a much bigger donation. If you know what i mean. Proceeded to Bedok camp. The queue into the camp was super long, and I did some messaging in the car. Poor MH was sick and could not meet me for dinner/supper. MAybe next time. I forgot that i can ask al as well. So long never contact him. But I guess best i wait after exams. 

Collected my tag number and proceeded to the hockey pitch. And I met Alvyn from my secondary school. Woohoo! finally someone I know. Talked a lot and caught up on stuff before training began. The hockey pitch was dark but it was soft and nice to lie on. We did weight training and got dumbells from the gym. It was good training, I can see my arms having some muscle definition again. During the breaks in between I just lay flat on the ground. I wasn't tired but just admiring the sky. There are so many stars if you look closely, I realised there is always one star which is the brightest. Maybe its a star that is always watching over me. Training was funny, we basically tortured our PTI as we made him do the trainings with us. The funniest thing was somebody was so garang that they took a 7.5kg weight. They couldnt handle it and gave it to the PTI. And you know what? They didn't even take 2 x 7.5kg weights. They took one 5kg and the other was 7.5kg hhaa. I think the PTI gonna have uneven arms after the exercise. 

After training checked my hp and no sms, a little disappointing but oh wells made my way to tampines and had dinner there. Had mee goreng at prime where the mee goreng professor resided. The mee was fantastic though a little oily. Finished my dinner and made my way to Tampines one. Went to frolic hoping to get my smoothie. They had a promotion of buy 1 get 1 free on tuesdays. I was tempted to get the yoghurt instead of the smoothie. I deliberated awhile but decided to go with the smoothie. Was so high i spilled a little of it on the walk back to the car. What a waste. 

So hear I am, lying on my bed blogging. I think the effects of the smoothies have died down but in the process i managed to msn ppl and send emails. I'm tired and I think i'm gonna hit the sack. I realised its a long post. I guess my posts daily could be this long but its tiring to say all my emotions out everyday. Its also time consuming. Okie time to sleep, tml is another exciting day. To all those studying out there, believe you can do it and everthing can be done. Nothing and I say nothing is impossible. In times of adversity just crap to your hearts content who knows you might be right =)

From the maker of Fahmy's lazy guide to HMT the sequel is out. Its more encouraging and more accurate (coz i just extract out from notes mostly), Fahmy's Hardworking PM definition guide. I usually do not memorise definitions for exams but  this is an exception I think coz the exam questions keep asking to explain or define the not so English words. Oh wells, this guide as the title suggests is only for the hardworking. Using this guide: Its best printed on one sheet of A3 paper so you will see 6 columns and its not so scary. This is mostly definitions, graphs and calculation you need to practice. Some theory if use brain a bit can derive from the definitions. I think i'm gonna start my BHB private ltd. Not shy post my study notes online haha.

The Links:

http://www.4shared.com/file/142048677/35d75a79/Fahmys_Hardworking_PM_Definition_Guide.html


 

http://docs.google.com/Doc?docid=0AbE3BK1xikSAZGY0Nmo5bjVfNmQ4cWg3dDZk&hl=en
 

 Went Jb in around noon. Jam stuck there like for an hr. Ate brunch at 1pm, left pelangi around 2plus. Serviced car, did wheel alignment as well. Changed ac filter. now car super nice to drive plus colder. Waited at pizza hut while they did servicing. Finished around 5pm. Got a little jam going back as well. Guess I had to skip RT. Went Jalan kayu and bought dosai. Dinnered at home and did PM. Still not done wif todays objectives that's why i'm still up. Going sch tml to clock some time there. 

Drivers in malaysia are irritating today. Singaporeans who go there to drive equally as bad. Dunno how to drive, inconsiderate and dumb. So old also dunno how to drive. I want a mod for my car that can sweep away those unworthy drivers. 

Spent the day doing HMT. Oh wells BF can wait. Bread and eggs for breakfast. Went RT at 330pm. RT doing kinestetic exercises super shag and den interval training even more shag. After that met Lw for dinner. Had pastamania at TM. Had meatballs with the twisting pasta. Had garlic bread as well. Went T1 cold storage and den Frolic red bull smoothie out of stock how disappointing. Had lychee smoothie from a bubble tea shop instead. Went buy food for parents at afghan and den stopped by mac  drive thru to buy apple pie and large fries. Reached home bathed, completed HMT guide, chat with LL and read a nice story. 

http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm

I feel like reading it till finish but i should be studying. So when I got free time i will finish reading it. Nites 

As promised Fahmy's Lazy Guide to HMT. If you are too lazy to read everything just read this and you will not be stunned during exams. The guide gives you a summary of all the people who contributed to management (aka dead and dying people). This guide wont give you immediate high d's but at least you will know what the questions are talking about at least. Best printed on A3 paper. 

Two ways to see the guide:

http://www.4shared.com/file/141745276/9b5e30cb/Fahmys_Lazy_Guide_to_HMT.html

http://docs.google.com/Doc?docid=0AbE3BK1xikSAZGY0Nmo5bjVfNWd4dm5iYmQ3&hl=en

Day was studying HMT. Creating Fahmy's lazy guide to HMT. Out soon on blog. Played guitar and string snapped when i tried to tune it to BDDDDD. Lucky got spare strings, restringed. Lunched, prata and curry puff, tea of pisang goreng and durian. At night went uncle house for last hari raya house. Got chinese, indian and malay food. Lemon chicken, black pepper, satay, rojak and murtabak. Watched lots of soccer, napped a little and hear them tell ghost stories. Went home at 2am.   

Fahmy day so i woke up i didnt on the comp. Look at my timetable and saw its pm study day. PM not too bad so i was relaxed. Went Fri prayers, at lor k. Den went geylang to buy food. Got some bread, cendol, nasi padang. The nasi padang girl was nice. She didnt want to take an old lady money but the old lady gave her $2 anyways. Went home.

The nasi padang super spicy i cannot eat. Chendol was super sweet i got feel it go to my head. After that, I did my notes. In between, played guitar and wii. Pretty good Fahmy day and feel refreshed. Ended at 11pm when i called LL and chatted all the way till 530am haha. Time away seems so long, but time spent together seems to pass so fast.  

Woke up at 10am, got ready and went to dhoby ghaut. I was on time the rest were late as usual. Lunched at BK and finished reading the entire ER notes during the MRT journey and BK wait. LW came first den we changed places as BK was getting crowded. Went to starbucks and was just sat at the new cool tall chairs when ZJ called. Off to SMU wif someone's extra baggage haha

Went to sit at the place outside settlers cafe.  I didn't know there was a settlers cafe. Waited for the rest to come and did one chapter of notes. 10 more to go. Had beancurd and drink. Den discuss a bit and i had to go. I found a new mosque as well thanks to LL directions. Den bussed to boon keng and den take train to sengkang and walked to carpark.

Reach bedok fcc around 5plus, ippt queue very long. I brought my hp along and played games while waiting my turn. I was surprised i can do 4 chin ups at my shagged state. Oh wells failed again, guess i'm gonna stay in RT. Went to the mosque nearby after that. They had tahlil on and when i entered halfway everyone was looking at me. After that they got food but a bit shy to eat haha. So i went to bedok  interchange instead looking for nasi padang but to no avail. Had mee rebus instead. Got fish burger for dad and went home.

Started studying around 10pm and did one more chapter of ER notes. 9 more to go. I guess i need time to myself. Tommorrow will be fahmy day. No comp, no msn, no handphone. Till saturday den cya.



  

Woke up morning and blogged. Went back to sleep for an hour and den got ready for school. Reached school at around 1130 and went for a quick dental checkup. Met LL after that.

Went great world city had carrot cake around the area. Pretty good and I'm surprised its quite filling. Walked a bit in gwc in an interior design shop. After went to loyang party world to find it closed. So went to kbox at ehub instead. K-ed till 7pm. LL has a powerful voice in that small frame. Brought my army uniform and LL wore it for the rest of the time haha. Girl in uniform, hot! hahaha. Buffet dinner at hei sushi. I think i had like 12 plates haha. 

LL lips got an allergy from eating one of the sushi items so we packed dessert and went to the doc at loyang. Went to the womens clinic at first and den got stares oops! Went raffles clinic upstairs instead. While waiting we saw a kid being forced to put eye drops by his mum. She practically pinned him down sia hahaha. Got medicine and ate the packed dessert in the car. Its pretty nice the yam and lychee ice cream thingy. Dropped LL home and den went home. Reached home tired and slept at around 10pm. Now i'm awake at like around 4.30 am, time to study haha.